a pensive day, today, filled not so full of people. work to be done, things to be thought about. i slept, napped, a few hours here the feel of my own hands on my body disjoint. whose hands, whose body i've never felt before my arms make poorer pillows than yours. i awoke powerless somehow the lights had failed an outlet shirking duty. i ran orange cord across the room to read my email. i still have not wilged. not listened to my friend tell of her dating woes find out what sadness her dearest friend has given her maybe i'll utter some platitudes offer fragile reassurances so goes the thin thread of friendship (in my mind rockets sail forth towards the twin star burning of us. impatience.) grant me a few more minute hand semi arcs let me set right my responsibilities, i pray. at the universal speed limit planets fall by and i race toward you. -- CSA, 10-Nov-1998, 10:16pm.